A GOLDEN WAVE


 

 

A GOLDEN WAVE

 

For the first time in my life
I thought I had it all
When he came into my life it felt different
I started viewing things differently

It all happened too fast, seconds turned into weeks
I felt he was ‘the one’
The one I was destined for
Maybe my passion scared him silently

I was so sure about what I was feeling
I felt genuine, sincere love for him
He didn’t believe me but I had never
 Felt this way for any man before him

I loved each moment of the feeling
Each moment of being with him
Each moment of thinking about him
It felt so different yet so sweet




The happiness was short lived
He said he was not ready
I thought he wasn’t serious but
Looking deep in his eyes I saw he was not kidding

For some time I felt a part of me die
I felt much pain but I tried to hide
It was an awful feeling, a feeling I dread
I felt withdrawn, I felt lonely and alone

Then suddenly one day I woke feeling refreshed
I felt that I was sitting on something very precious
……………Something golden
I had to figure out what it was

The precious golden thing was me!
I was sitting on my treasures without noticing
I stood up and made a decision
I decided to utilize my treasures…to utilize me, my talent in me!


Comments

  1. Rait18 July 2013 at 13:32

    It is better to have loved and lost
    Than never to have loved at all.”
    ― Alfred Tennyson

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